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portland isn't treating me right these days - whiteorgreen

Aug. 23rd, 2005

02:16 pm - portland isn't treating me right these days

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guys keep calling me to do things like camping for the weekend or sharing a fruit salad.
unfortunately these guys are from completely different planets than me. and even more unfortunately, the planets are the boring ones that i'm not interested in exploring.
i want them to stop calling me, but i'm afraid if they stop calling me then no one will call me.
i miss living in utah sometimes. it's been over 4 years since i moved away (i think.)
i need to meet kindred spirits here. dana is the only person i have here that i feel is from my planet. i didn't meet her here though. i met her in olympia.
the last three new people i have kissed made me not want to kiss anyone ever again.
what i'm trying to say in all of this is that i'm feeling extremely disconnected. i can't even imagine feeling connected to my family right now. so, i'm floating in space, and this is what life is probably going to be like for a long time.

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From:deoirfola
Date:August 23rd, 2005 04:04 pm (UTC)
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Go kiss Ryan before he moves to New York in a couple days.
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:August 23rd, 2005 04:57 pm (UTC)
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why is he moving to ny?
he just moved here.
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From:deoirfola
Date:August 24th, 2005 04:50 am (UTC)
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You don't need me to tell you how boys are when they "move" to Portland.
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From:chris_almond
Date:August 28th, 2005 03:37 pm (UTC)
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you could come visit morgan and i. perhaps we will have another falling out.
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:August 29th, 2005 09:46 am (UTC)
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ok. i will.
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From:deoirfola
Date:September 22nd, 2005 11:01 pm (UTC)
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I love you.
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