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i'm depressed again. this is so stupid. i would like an… - whiteorgreen

Oct. 27th, 2005

12:13 am

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i'm depressed again. this is so stupid.

i would like an attractive man to come to my house and kiss me. then i would like to tango with him for about an hour. after that, he would kiss me again and ask if he could fold my laundry and buy me a bed. of course, i would let him do these things. when he got home from bed shopping, he would carry it to my room and make my bed with silky soft sheets and a down comforter. i would snuggle up with my stuffed bunny in the bed until the man would come back up with some hot cocoa and buttered toast. he would give me a back massage with warm oil. i would fall asleep and he would go and come back when i wake up in the morning. (or maybe he would hug me all night- it depends on how i feel.)
in the morning he would hug me when i woke up and let me cry to him about how scared i was to be alive. i would cry just enough to get it out, but not so much that i drown in it. then he would give me breakfast in bed with tea. he would read me some poems, and cuddle with me for a while longer. we would kiss each other for a while until our bodies were warm enough to get up and get dressed. he would walk me to my yoga class and meet me back at my house afterwords. i would get home and he would be in my bed. i would get in with him and he would read while i worked on sewing my quilt.
i would have to go to work at noon. there is no avoiding that (unless that man pays for all my needs and i quit my job.) after work, he would come over and cuddle with me in bed until i fell asleep.

can that happen?

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From:deoirfola
Date:October 27th, 2005 09:32 am (UTC)
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am i not qualified?
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:October 27th, 2005 11:24 pm (UTC)
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it depends on how soon you could get here. i have nothing to offer, but i need you now.
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From:deoirfola
Date:October 28th, 2005 12:42 pm (UTC)
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i love you like i haven't loved anyone for the past couple years. can you hold on until january?
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:October 28th, 2005 10:31 pm (UTC)
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i'll either be healed or dead by then. if i'm still depressed by then, my psychiatrist is doing a really bad job.
i wish you were here right now. i don't know anyone else who takes care of me like you do.
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From:deoirfola
Date:October 29th, 2005 11:46 am (UTC)
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i was depressed & suicidal until last night. maybe it's our psychic link again. if so, i hope you're also doing better. don't die on me, love. the world needs you & i do too. there is so much left to do & we've been given brief time enough without stopping it. i will be there soon.
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From:the_eating_club
Date:November 15th, 2006 10:56 pm (UTC)
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just say when.
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