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the spookiest day ever - whiteorgreen

Oct. 31st, 2005

11:44 am - the spookiest day ever

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this time of year always seems to bring me down.
on saturday night, i had to go to the emergency room because i got so sick. i stayed in bed all day yesterday, and now i mostly feel better. but i'm extremely depressed. i have been harassing my psychiatrisit, but she hasn't been super helpful. she said to do at least one thing a day that seems fun and to not hide away from my friends.
i used to love the fall, but i hate it now. now i see the direct connection between moods and seasons. i think anyone with a mood disorder probably hates the fall.

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From:(Anonymous)
Date:October 31st, 2005 11:53 am (UTC)
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i hope you start feeling better melissa. i feel similarly about fall. lovekari
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From:blueberriesfor
Date:October 31st, 2005 06:51 pm (UTC)

i hate the fall too

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it's so adulterated and adultlike and i long to be a fresh child again along with the magical mysterious falling leaves and burnt orange colored pumpkins and school pencils.

being an adult is wretched!
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:November 1st, 2005 02:29 pm (UTC)

Re: i hate the fall too

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can we just run away somewhere?
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From:(Anonymous)
Date:November 1st, 2005 02:34 pm (UTC)

Re: i hate the fall too

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wait did you come home last nigth? did you run away with ben?
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From:bogusdog
Date:November 1st, 2005 01:55 am (UTC)
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i like most things about being an adult. except for business. and anything having to do with business.
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From:(Anonymous)
Date:November 3rd, 2005 09:52 am (UTC)

FALL

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when i read your log, i thought "fall is great! the smell of decaying leaves, different colors, longer nights." then i looked out side and its raining hard. i could do without the rain. or i could do with a car then i wouldn't mind so much.
love, miguel
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From:whiteorgreen
Date:November 4th, 2005 10:37 am (UTC)

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longer nights are good? what a foreign idea. i think i like it.
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From:deoirfola
Date:November 5th, 2005 04:32 pm (UTC)
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someone has a birthday coming up. does she also have a mailing address?
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From:napoleonofcrime
Date:November 8th, 2005 12:19 am (UTC)
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Happy Birthday.
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