the spookiest day ever - whiteorgreen
Oct. 31st, 2005
11:44 am - the spookiest day ever
this time of year always seems to bring me down.
on saturday night, i had to go to the emergency room because i got so sick. i stayed in bed all day yesterday, and now i mostly feel better. but i'm extremely depressed. i have been harassing my psychiatrisit, but she hasn't been super helpful. she said to do at least one thing a day that seems fun and to not hide away from my friends.
i used to love the fall, but i hate it now. now i see the direct connection between moods and seasons. i think anyone with a mood disorder probably hates the fall.